Just thought I'd start a blog...to capture Nat's precious moments...which seem to come fast and furious now that she's really a little girl. A precocious little girl! She's perfect in everyway...and only a mad mother can ever feel that about her child. Haahaa...
Sometimes I just wonder if I'll be the type of mother that she would need and want. I know there are lots about my own mum I don't like...Right now, I know I want to give Nat what I never had but I do try to make sure that she wants it at least. Like when I first started her on ballet...I was a little disappointed when she cried and actually wanted to stay away from class at the beginning. I was sad that she wasn't enjoying what I thought she would have enjoyed...and somehow I wanted her to enjoy as well. Part of that I wish I had that chance when I was her age feeling...coz honestly, I do wish that I was more 'uninhibited' and could dance! Hahaa...I'm as spontaneous and expressive as a tree stump! Go figure...and imagine, I loved to dance when I was Nat's age!! I don't want her to lose that...that sense of expression and freedom.
I just hope that I'll be able to bring her up well and that she'll be a better person than I am...I just want her to be happy as well.
